We all should know by now, that some things just dont happen for a reason....

youre gonna shoot your eye out

2005-02-10T06:13:40Z

I went bowling monday night. i hate bowling. but i like eric. so it wasn't THAT bad. And I got a strike. Okay...I'm lying. But I knocked a few down every once in a while.

I also got a present from him. An AIRSOFT GUN!!! omg I was so excited. I was practicing hitting this target that it came with...and I missed...and it rikashayed (spelling??) off like 20 different things. Everyone with an airsoft...we're gonna have a war soon. So far it's me and Melissa....and your MOM!!!
haha. Thanks Eric <3 :)

I didnt go to school today....I feel like SHIIIIIT. My tonsils are like 3 pounds each and the doctor is like "oh well we dont do tonsilectomy's anymore" okay...so what am I supposed to do...wait until the testicals with elephantitus in the back of my throat just shrink?! What the hell.

xox.

PS. For the people who added a comment to my Iraqi's Big Day and to those who dropped me a line opposing what I had said...It's funny how you comment on that one. You decided to skip the ones where I had mentioned that my best friend had just died, nor did it even cross your mind that it was the hardest thing i went through. But its a good thing you commented on that one...really. ::rolls eyes:: idiots.

SLEEEEEEEP

2005-02-01T05:25:54Z

Sleep finally came to me. Only took 36 hours. holy crap. It was so bad, but SOOOO GOOOOOD at the same time. haha. I think i might do it again...but with kimya....and when she's gonna be there for the next 48 hours to keep me company. lol. otherwise i'll go insane. i was home alone the next day talking to stuffed animals....i mean....my action figures....yea..

This weekend was a blast. Friday...not what I expected...but in the end it was a good time. Plus experimentation was a plus. It was good. And that sucks.....FOR MY BRAIN! ahahahaa..Saturday was soooo fun. I waited for 3 HOURS for kimya to wake up...then we went shopping. Then we went out with Melissa to Brian's "going away party" He told us it was jungle theme....goo thing me and kimya decided not to go in that 2 person lion costume we planned on. THAT woulda been embarressing. lol. But someone did tell kimya she looked like an upside down tree....hahaha. I wish someone would tell ME that i looked like an upside down tree. what a compliment. haha.

That night, also felt like I was drunk, without drinking. It was kinda fun. Actually, really fun. Minus the HUGE down i had the next day.
Also had fun with eric. i think i looked good next to him. i think i looked good by the fridge too. and the wall. and the door. and the couch....hahahaha.

The rest of the night consisted of me and kimya...talking until she left the next morning. lol

omg...SO many people are talking to me about the STUPIDEST things right now online. and im just like "hah, yea. cool. oh really? oh. interesting. funny. hmm. hah." but really i want to kill them all.

anyway...about my last entry...im not really that much of a hard ass. just on that topic. i dont have a problem with agreeing to disagree. people can have their own opinions without me interrupting them to tell my side. i love everyone. coombayah.

xox.

Iraq's Big Day

2005-01-30T21:53:33Z

Iraq's big day. I don't think anyone really understands what that truly means. Alot of you probably don't even know what the hell Im talking about...shame on you, please don't ever think you're worthy to vote in our country. I know what the Constitution says, that "there are no barrs on voting." but there should be. Stupid people shouldnt vote, cause then you go and vote 3rd parties cause you think they sound fun and hip, but really youre fucking it up for the democrats you bitches. I love Bush though. So I'll let the election of 2000 slide this time.

I turned on the news this morning and I dont think Ive ever felt the way I did when I was watching the women of Iraq smiling and laughing, and waiting in line to vote. Just that right there is such a huge thing that I dont think very many people comprehend.

People laugh and think that we've only made it worse and think that Bush is a dumbass. They can think whatever the hell they want. Those are the people that can never see the good in anything, and will pretty much spend their lives moping around in misery cause no one loves them or wants to be around their "i see only bad" personality. Those are the people that can talk alot of shit and probably own you in a debate cause theyre so obnoxious, but then when it comes to solutions are like o_O You guys can talk shit real well, i'll admit it. Ashkan, you freakin own Huntington Beach High School at MUN, you're a damn good delegate...sometimes you make me cry, but i always tell you i have something in my eye, and then i run to the bathroom. But then idiots who dont know their shit, should be put in a ring with a marine who's just been taunted that he was gay. Now that would be cool...admit it.

But I just hate ignorant liberal idiots who whine and complain on the streets with their guitars, singing about how much they hate President Bush for this war, but not being able to think of another method besides their over-used, lame ass quote "Give Peace a Chance." Maybe our attempts to get Iraq into the UN, our international conferences trying to figure out ways to help the Iraqi people, and that tiny thing called Desert Storm...slipped their doped up flower power minds. Also the idiots who are STILL saying that we're in their for the oil, but would turn around and blame President Bush when gas prices go up and our economy goes down...those people make me think of a monkey in a business suit deciding between 2 bananas and is getting mad cause he hates bananas. And realists, who, at the beginning, were like, "Possible nuclear weapons?!? Hell, I'll go there myself and look, if it's for our country." And JUST NOW are like "NO NUCLEAR WEAPONS?? Oh my God, President Bush lied! There isnt anything! Just this guy named Sunni beating the shit out of this guy named Kurd. But NO NUCLEAR WEAPONS?!? I'm gonna hate President Bush now, let me just step over these dead Iraqis to get to the nearest voting booth so I can vote Kerry."

rawr.

-Now that im done owning all you idiots, i prayed for the Iraqis and soldiers this morning. I think it helped. my god > your god.

PS DEFINATELY had fun this weekend. Especially Saturday night. loved it.

PPS me and Kimya havnt slept for 26 hours straight....i wonder what it is that is making us stay up all night and not EVER be tired?? :)

deliver me

2005-01-25T05:03:43Z

music: sarah brightman (or mclachlan) - Deliver me. so beautiful.
I'm about to meditate cause i have finals tomorrow and i'm antsy. i need to re focus my energy so i can sleep tonite and do well tomorrow.

Michelle, Melissa and I had this huge 5 hour talk one night about paranormal, space, God, or in my case, gods and goddesses. It was incredible...and we came to the conclusion that we could teach ourselves to use more of our brain, or at least open up a part of our subconcious that very few people know how to get to or even think about.

I think that by meditation and opening up our minds we'll be able to understand so much more than what the average human can.

Ever since Nima died Ive been begging for him to come to me somehow and just let me know that he's okay. I would cry for hours just asking "anyone" who was up there to give me a sign that he was still with me and im heartbroken everytime I dont feel is presence or cant get a physical sign that most people in the movies get.

So Ive come to the conclusion that maybe my mind is too full of material possessions and my own well being that Im not allowing other things in.

The only thing is what if I open my mind to things that I dont want to see. Is there a limit to what a human being should see and not see? Ignorance is bliss, but I'd rather learn as much as I can in this life, cause the next one might be completely different.

where you from....you sexy thang

2005-01-24T03:56:15Z

college apps over.
Acceptions: one
Rejections: None yet.

Finals: This week
Failed: TBA
Passed: 1

Watching America's Funniest Videos--Crack me up EVERYTIME.

Going to Cold Stone tomorrow cause my old boss called me and wants me back. She missed me.

4-Day Weekend coming up. Kimya comes down :) i love my khoshkel.

So Thursday i was "emotionally distressed" and was crying at EVERY LITTLE THING I SAW. The new off ramp form the 15 to Camino del Norte...BRAND NEW, theyre even still working on it...and some bastards allready put graffiti all over it. I was driving by and all of a sudden I was like "BAAAAAAHHHHHHWAAAAAAAHH" and cried all the way home. Then I watched Oprah...i mean....um...WWF...and there was this lady on and her ex husband killed her 4 kids, then himself in her house, while she was on a walk. WHAT THE HELL. There are some fucked up people in this world.

Me and Melissa vowed to be Boondock Saints...minus the guns. and the murders. but we're gonna teach people a lesson who need it.

I strongly believe in what goes around comes around. Wiccan three fold law. So to the jackass that took my camera...good luck.

xox. Theresa

OH btw - Nanny 911 > Supernanny.

where to go where to go...

2004-11-10T04:50:01Z

here's where im applying in order of where i want to go the most:

1. George Washington U in DC (Melissa said she'd tear up my acceptance form if i leave her.)

2. Arizona State U in....AZ you dumbass.

3. Chicago State U - not exactly for the school...but for the CITYLIFE.

4. CSUChannel Islands - OMG..Beach every day. Surfer Boys..etc etc.

5. CSUF- Just cause Melissa's going there.

6. idk...san marcos and whatever.

oh yea im applying to Berkeley for kicks. I just REALLY want a letter that say "Im sorry..."

I BEST get into at least one.
Im gonna cry if i dont.

PS- winter formal december 11. WHO'S MY DATE??!

xo.

bush and dick....together again

2004-11-04T04:25:46Z

college apps have got me stressed outta my mind. im like crying as im clicking and entering info and shit. its quite comical if youre not me.

so can i get a hell ya to all my repubs for prez bush. i may not agree with everything (well, alot of things) he does....but when you start something...its your responsibility to finish it and clean it up. i think that he's the only guy that can do that. and that was mighty nice of kerry to concede like that. just so we dont spend 5 weeks on trials and recounts and shit. damn that woulda pissed me off. and im glad that every state could count for every ballot they casted and didnt "lose" any this time. **ahem florida** :)

The other night was a baaaaad night. I was reading Nima's old journals and balling at every other word. Then laughing cause he was so god damn funny. I had to force myself to stop and I talked to Kauveh who comforted me and made me realize that im not the only one who's missing him LIKE FUCKING CRAZY. sigh. <3

I just got back from an all day conference today with like every HS and middle school in southern CA. for this rad ASB thing. It was so much fun. Learned alot. laughed alot. danced alot
(there was a DJ at the end of it) I just wish every political conference could end that way. Everyone...no matter race, religion or party...just gets up and starts freakin eachother in the middle of the day. haha. it would rad.

As for the "comment maker" of my last entry...you PROBABLY shouldnt be commenting in my journal when you dont even know me well enough to know that most of what i say is sarcasm. See my child, sar-kaz-um is when you take a topic, say politics, and you make fun of it to make it seem like youre serious...when really...i'm making fun of other people....LIKE YOU. moron. in any case, you're a bush hater who probably gets no chicks. Here's a little hint, when you wanna impress the ladies...put a bag over your face. Or just shut the hell up. That will probably work best for you. :)

hahaha. im gonna get my ass kicked.

love. xo.

November 2nd - DDay for Kerry. rawr.

2004-11-02T04:25:26Z

Now I have nothing against Democrats, I believe that i could eventually turn out to be one...or be a closet democrat...but as of now i am a Rep. and for the love of god if you can vote...please do. GO BUSH! Now I know all you fucking liberals are like "wah wah Bush is stupid. i hate war." Well shut the hell up and take a look at the world instead of just your narrow minded universe that only involves you and the united states. Sorry guys...but there are other people out there in greater need than us..and i strongly believe its our duty to try and help them. If you hate America so much than get the hell out. ITS SO SIMPLE...like we want you around dividing our country up anyway...trying to cause trouble. Most of you only like Kerry cause its the "cool" thing to do. And you just hear most of your peers saying they like them so why not you too. make up your own mind about our country and stand up for it...or at least just stick to it.

Fuck, im running for president when im 35. And im gonna make you all bow to me. suckaaaaaaas.

love. xo.

that kiss lingered way too long

2004-10-27T04:12:24Z

how good is tracy chapman? soo good. So today while measuring some shit for winter formal in ASB i totally ate it as I tripped over a long piece of ribbon. Good thing only a few people were in there...and im bigger than all of them...their giggles quickly stopped when my eyes glowed red. haha.

Still havnt applied to colleges yet. Im gonna do all of them like the day before theyre due. I also have 3 major tests tomorrow that i have yet to study for. Only my fault I guess...but I have missed school for like the past 2 weeks.

Oh and the whole DONATE YOUR HAIR NEXT TUESDAY DEAL...yea...thats a negative for me. Sorry folks. I like how ASB is like YOU HAVE TO...YOURE IN ASB. But none of them are donating blood...cause theyre "scared" Pssh. Id much rather have them take my blood than my hair. Im sorry...but it does NOT cost $1500 to make a hairpiece for bald children who lost their hair due to illnesses. I see wigs EVERYWHERE for like $20. I'll go buy every child 2 of them for gods sake. and what ever happened to using horse hair?? Its real...and they have an ABUNDANCE of it, those hairy beasts. Are these children DEMANDING MY hair?? Do they REALLY need to know where it came from anyways? NO. tell them its the hair of Jesus and they'll believe you. THEYRE 5 YEARS OLD! THEY DONT CARE! and besides, beggars cant be choosers you little bastards. And why are you so concerned with how you look? You have a TERMINAL illness. Do they KNOW what that means?? It means that MY hair that I cut off for THEM is gonna be used for about 3 weeks then buried in a coffin for eternity. it just doesnt make sense to me. sigh.

but i love you :)

xo.

in a moment, everything can change

2004-10-25T05:00:28Z

life is all one big dream. my wake up call was 2 weeks ago when Nima died. Its still hard to believe. And I still cry everytime I think about him. Its hard to be away from the people who are mourning as well. Cause even though my life has changed completely, the people around me have no idea. My life is so non stop right now. So I havnt had a time where I can just sit and mourn...but maybe thats a good thing. I dont know if I'd be able to get myself out of it. I just want to constantly be with the people who knew him as well, just cause I can feel him through them. The funeral was nice. as nice as a funeral can be. It was amazing to see how many people's lives Nima has touched. There were so many people that loved him. The kids (me, Kimya, Sepideh, Kauveh and Ashkan) tried to make the most of that horrible day. So we tried to joke as much as possible. And even though we laughed out loud a few times we never felt the need to hold it back, because we all knew Nima would have much rather had us laugh than cry. Everyone knew that. So we made fun of "Eulogy Man" The guy who pretended to cry and acted like he knew Nima even though we hired him for the funeral. And we laughed at all the memories that people had shared. Me and Kimya had a good time at the memorial. Laughing about "what Nima would have wanted"...It was always things that physically hurt us. haha. Like when Kimya tripped RUNNING up to get food. We knew that Nima was laughing his ass off like we both were. lol. And Milad and "that guy" who talked about their ONE RIDE in Nima's car like it was a year long trip to a magical forest! rawr. And how I told them to shut up like every 5 seconds and to leave us alone. But they thought I was joking everytime so they just laughed and followed us around some more. I got a plane ticket for saturday morning after the funeral, I couldnt stand to be there any longer. That house was so depressing and all the kids were stressed and upset. So I landed in huntington beach got a taxi to take me to kimyas house(where my car was) where I paid the taxi driver the amount THAT SAID I HAVE TO PAY and then he yelled at me asking where the tip was and i started to cry. So he took my bags out of the car, set them on the end of the driveway where i was standing, and drove off. I stood there crying until the moron across the street that bought my old house came out. I was scared he was gonna start preaching to me so i quickly got into my car. Nick came for the rest of the weekend and kept me company while i balled for practically 2 days straight.

Then there was this weekend. Last night was definately....action packed. Very eventful. Me and Ash in mini dresses with stilettos, holding back drunk college boys who wanted to fight, boys holding me back from holding other boys back, Abram physically lifting me up and setting me aside, CLAUDIO (my lover), Ashley's concussion, me holding Ashley's hair and rubbing her back as she throws up all that wonderful alcohol she had drank earlier, holding ashley's hair a few more times during the night, being cheered on by josh and abram on how good of a friend i am, the HUGE party down the street where we danced, etc etc. School tomorrow. ugh. heeeeeelp me.

love. xo.

under white lights you l a y

2004-09-28T04:39:42Z

addicted to senses fail. i really am. i really do believe with all my heart that i WILL marry and have the babies of one of the members. them or CLAUDIO. my sexy beast. from coheed. THEY WILL ALL BE MINE. MUUAHAAAAAHAHAHAA. in any case, here's my weird weekend:

Friday-Coming home from senior portraits I get a call from Kimya. Nima...who's been on here many a times, who's been there for me ALWAYS...has cancer. I start balling as soon as she told me. Got home, cried for the rest of the night. got sick from crying so much. got a migraine that lasted the ENTIRE weekend. Begged Nicholas to come down (i honestly didnt think that i would make it through the night.) He refused. Lauren and Ryan finally came to my rescue. Picked me up and we drove to Riverside to party and hang out with JDogg. I wasnt exactly in the mood but i knew i needed to get out. Ryan climbed in the backseat with me and lauren chauffered us. lol. party was kinda lame. same people. jordan was passed out when we got there. jimmy was looking mighty hot as ever. but someone wasnt there and that was sad :( we all missed mark but it was harder for lauren. i felt bad for her. but i love her that she saved my life that night. xox.
Saturday-Woke up at 9:00, fell asleep downstairs at 10:00 till before i left for work at 5:00pm. Got home at 10:00. PS-during work my rad boss left to buy me vodka for the night. i <3 him. People started coming over for a party cause my parents were SUPPOSED to be gone for the night. had to kick everyone out at 1:00 or something (dont QUITE remember the time..i was slightly intoxicated) and my parents got home at 2:00. But I had SOOOO much fun in those few hours. holy crap. I just remember Michelle trying to tell me and Abram something and it took like 20 minutes for her to explain it..and at the end me and Abram were like "WHAT!?? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY??" lol. ive never laughed so hard. good times.
Nick came down too so he slept over. The rest of the night was bad and incredibly painful...but things turned out better in the morning. I watched I, Robot with him. its soo good! He left around 12 and I slept again till work around 4:00. I was so depressed i couldnt eat or do anything. I finally ate something today though. woohoo.
School sucked. I have a huge ap gov test tomorrow and instead of studying im online. blast my laziness. wish me luck for tomorrow.

So i was gonna ditch justin at homecoming to go visit nima this weekend...but INSTEAD me kimya and anais are gonna go visit him in like 3 weeks. Im SOOO excited. us 3 girls and nima...its gonna be incredible. US 3 GIRLS ON A PLANE TOGETHER. wow. looking forward to that. :) So justin-if he'll have me back as his date for homecoming..will be accompanying me.

much L. xo.

>>life. how else can I say it?

2004-09-24T04:03:28Z

This is the only free time ive had in a while to write anything...ive been soooooooooooo busy. ASB, my highly intellectual classes w/ hw. being a homecoming chair (i guess thats ASB stuff) Im stressed. I have no social life whatsoever. So this saturday im having a party at my house. bring your own alcohol and it starts sometime AFTER 10pm cause thats when i get off work. see ya then! Of course anyone is welcome if you bring me goodies (aka drinks) :) but im usually the first one taken care of at my own parties.

So homecoming next friday. yea. im stressed but im excited. But i still have no dress or anything. Maybe i should work on that. But Im going with Justin Pierce!! only the best guy ever! Im so excited cause i wanna wear really high heels...and it wont matter! Thats never happened to me before. Except with Andre...but that was a looong time ago. Maybe i'll wear my prom shoes again. those were sexy i must say. Also i might have a party after homecoming as well...but i'll let you know. I just took senior pictures..im gonna go see the proofs tomorrow after school and im sooo nervuos. ive NEVER had a good school picture. i really want these to turn out good. Can i hope? I still havnt settled my Health credit problem yet. I keep thinking that maybe if i ignore itlike i do every other problem then it will go away. But thats probably not the best thing to be doing senior year.

I really miss someone RIGHT NOW. I wish I could see her right now but even if i tried it would never happen. She has other people in her life at the moment and i have to understand that im not her first priority like i used to be. But just to let the world know I'll never love anyone more than i loved her.

love. xo.

damn the man.

2004-09-14T02:57:05Z

What a frusterating day. I set my alarm clock for 6:30 PM instead of AM. sigh. Of course I thought my alarm clock was broken so I woke up cursing the hell out of it. My mom thinks I need a new alarm clock. I just agreed but felt stupid. I dont think I'll be telling her that it was my fault. I'll wait till my college graduation or something.

Then after school I found out that somehow Health didnt end up on my schedule for the year...and I cant graduate without it. So I either need to drop Spanish 7/8, Stats or ASB. As much as I love ASB I think I would rather keep my academic classes. I want to major international politics or business so why the hell would I drop classes that would actually help me?? So I check out the local Community Colleges for Health...The deadline for signing up for classes was Friday...I was 3 days too late. I was like WTF mate. damn the man.

A couple of people recommended I drop Spanish, but they were on ASB, so they were biased. I KNOW that Im going to be letting people down no matter what I do. So Im just going to politely listen to what people have to say, but just follow my instincts.

After hours of searching the community colleges, calling many administration offices, talking to many counselors and crying everytime I hung up because they all had told me no, I drove to Pick Up Stix to hand in my application.
The manager looked it over and asked for an interview for Thursday. Im pretty confident that Im gonna get it. I mean, who WOULDNT hire me?? lol.. okay...everyone but cold stone.

PS: if anyone can help me with my Health thing...like you know when the winter semester starts or who to call or where to go pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease help me.

theresa. xo.

and break a w a y

2004-09-10T06:00:02Z

I know i know. Get off my back. I forgot about my livejournal and i just got too busy to bother with it. But senior year is here and i figure I should start writing again to remember some of the best times of my life...

Today was the first pep rally of the year. Im sorry to inform you all that it sucked. At least the class competition did. which was my job. hah. Maybe if I hadnt been sick for the past 2 days it would have been better...or if Chrisman would let me DO my job...idk. I shouldnt blame others. It was fun, stressful and tiring..like all pep rallies that ive worked at before have been. But in the end youre just happy to see all the kids cheering for their school for once. Go Devils.

Homecoming is coming up. October 2nd. No date. No dress. No tickets. Not really too excited to go. But ASB has too. Of course Ashley has to snag the only decent senior out there this year. Damn her sexiness.

I miss so many people right now. Ashton who's in Santa Monica hittin up all the movie stars. Justin Pierce who calls me to see if there's a fire near 4S ranch. DJ, Wiens, Solomon. Damn college. Takes away all my friends. sigh.

Alright. I'll leave you with this. Its kinda cute, kinda scary. But I like a couple of the paragraphs.

http://www.dailycollegian.com/vnews/display.v/ART/2003/11/21/3fbd76353e7dd

that's when I got up and left - - -

2004-03-10T02:46:08Z

Last Weekend. Im in love with it. I was having a crappy week last week, I cried on my birthday, I was pissed off, etc. Lauren and Willy surprised me at work on the 2nd and gave me birthday cards. It MADE my day. Wednesday night Paige slept over and we had a blast like we always do. Couldnt stop laughing...and then we just fell asleep at the same time. lol.

Friday night- My birthday party. SOO FUN. So many people showed up. I loved it. I got the BEST presents too. DEREK WAS THERE. He called me and told me he was still in Canada but then he suprised me at my door! THAT was definately the best present ever. Abram got me a poster of the HB pier. They know how much HB means to me. <3 I also got a BUNCH of my favorite flowers :) Really, I think flowers are the best present. Id rather get flowers than anything. The Butler girls came to work Saturday night and surprised me with them. I love it. ALSO, the love of my life Derek got everyone to come to my work and surprise me AGAIN! Nicholas Lauren and Mark also came to my work. It was just simply the best weekend.

Im really craving Paige right now. I think Im gonna see if she wants to sleep over. Im craving a Riverside party with her too. Like the old days. lol.

Im really craving Nicholas too. I think Im gonna go see him this weekend. :)

Youth

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When your//dreams//wont come true

2004-02-25T02:21:32Z

invokekali: no one really ever told me to stop. They just said "Well since you've supported everything I've done then I'll support whatever you do..even though its bad." Which is fine...but i needed someone to smack me and say "What the HELL are you doing to yourself dumbass?" But since no one ever did...I have to smack myself once in a while...

I wish SOMEONE would stand up to me. Ive decided that EVERYONE I've met in the past 1 1/2 years are effing pussies. Maybe with the exception of a certain guy in Cal Poly that challenged me...I think I'm starting to like his challenge now though. But really--no asshole teachers to back talk too...no Chris Rockoffs to talk about politics with until 4 in the morning...just pushovers.

Anyone who is reading this right now had to click the word "Balls" to get here... How does that make you feel??

I was talking to Kauveh today. I miss him so much. My husband--all the way in Shitville, AZ. :*( I like talking to him. I use all the information Ive accumulated in my times of triumph and pass it on to him. We've given eachother so much help and advice...I think we've kept eachother alive. I just feel bad that I've finally gotten out of my manic depressive stage and he hasnt. It's weird how much alike we are too. We always put other people before ourselves and we see nothing in return...not like we expect it, but it would be nice once in a while.

Youre never gonna get it
Youre never gonna get it right.

xo. pushover.

what's done is D o n e

2004-02-24T04:51:42Z

So Im watching 7th Heaven....First time in like a year...and now I remember why I dont watch it anymore. I think that God should just take them all. ALL. And I know I shouldnt be laughing at this but they had two "mentally challenged" people on the show who wanted to marry eachother. It was a weird feeling Ive never experienced before. I wanted to laugh and throw up at the same time.

Nicholas bought me the Star jewelry box I wanted for our valentines day. and Im deciding what to put in it. Its so pretty.

Aly-If imitation is the biggest form of flattery, then why do you hate it when SOMEONE copies everything of yours into THEIR lj. hmm? hahaha. kill her.

Kimya-**The two people I trust with my life--I would probably never tell. Cause then they would be standing around thinking about it instead of going around saving my life...** :)

First day back at school--yeaaa i was about 30 minutes late. ahem...sorry mr bird.

omg--kill the Camdens now.

xo.

Layers

2004-02-20T00:00:30Z

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Theresa Anne From (That will be changing VERY soon)
-- Birthdate: march 3, 1987
-- Birthplace: westlake OHIO
-- Eye Color: red in most pictures. and blue/green
-- Hair Color: at the moment, some of its red.
-- Height: about 5'10
-- Righty or Lefty: i swing to the right

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: italian (and canadian. yea shut up.)
-- The shoes you wore today: im actually still in pjs and its 3:30
-- Weakness: im a sucker for romance
-- Your fears: getting old, being alone, my dad, evil boys
-- Your perfect pizza: ive given up on pizza sucka

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol. sadly people dont realize im actually laughing out loud
-- Your thoughts first waking up: FUCK
-- Your best physical feature: i think we can all agree i dont have one...
-- Your bedtime: sometimes 3:00am, sometimes 8:00 pm.
-- Your most missed memory: HB and all the beautiful people there.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: ugh. niether.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: sucks my...
-- Single or group dates: depends on what i feel like. If I really like the guy it doesnt really matter
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: regular hot tea please. non of this fake cold crap...
-- Chocolate or vanilla: omg im a sucker for chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: whatever the frothy yummy stuff is...

LAYER FIVE:
-- Cuss: a lady never swears...oh who am i kidding..
-- Sing: at the top of my lungs. and people in their cars stare at me..
-- Take a shower every day: in 5th grade i never took showers.
-- Have a crush: oh my, yes.
-- Ever been in love: as a matter of fact..i am in love. :)
-- Want to go to college: Maybe if on the off chance Pepperdine accepts my straight C report card...
-- Like highschool: not at ALL. Ive tried everything in my power to get out of it as most of you know.
-- Want to get married: sometimes. like today...no.
-- Believe in yourself: i believe i suck..does that count?
-- Get motion sickness: no. but i dont go on rides, ok?
-- Think you're attractive: when the lights are off.
-- Think you're a health freak: i wish i was.
-- Get along with your parents: not my dad. My mom and I are like this... X
-- Like thunderstorms: ahhh..thunder...where?!
-- Play an instrument: seeh here's the story...no. Im musically disabled.

LAYER SIX:
-- Drank alcohol: yessss
-- Smoked: smoked what? oh wait...yes.
-- Gone on a date: plenty.
-- Gone to the mall?: by myself. i dont like going with other people.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: never tried. I bet i could if i had the UH OH OREOS and i was sad.
-- Eaten sushi: First time with Jack. But he didnt eat any. punk.
-- Been on stage: yes.
-- Been dumped: im usually the dumper, not the dumpee. but yes.
-- Gone skating: original Michelle Kwan over here. Ok so last time I went I made Brian hold my hand the entire time...BUT I NEVER FELL.
-- Made homemade cookies: oh yes.
-- Gone skinny dipping: Talk to Jason about that one.. heh.
-- Dyed your hair: I dont even know my original color anymore.
-- Stolen anything: sadly yes. But I feel Ive given back to the community enough...haha.

LAYER SEVEN:--
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Didnt I JUST take off my pants with Abram, Derek and Sean...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: NEVER...ahem.
-- Been called a tease: I dont tease...I dont think.
-- Gotten beaten up: Some people never taught their sons never to hit a girl.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I usually change my clothes to stand out.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: I'd rather have kids than be married. You cannot have both.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: Azura Jade, Katia Francesca, and Franco Niccolo. bam.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: If I got married..outside on a cliff by the sea at night.
-- How do you want to die: In battle...or during sex.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: happy
-- What country would you most like to visit: Greece
-- What would u do there: visit all the ruins and ancient places.

LAYER NINE: (on opposite sex)
-- Best eye color: green
-- Best hair color: black
-- Short or long hair: depends on the guy
-- Height: tall.
-- Best weight: big. Ive always liked husky guys...rawr.
-- Best articles of clothing: boxers.
-- Best first date location: home alone at his house watching a movie....ahem..
-- Best first kiss location: On a playground swingset at night...ahem...
-- Body build: the bigger the better. They can protect me from the other evil guys out there.
-- Biggest quality: BIGGEST? whoah there. a good sense of humor is a plus.

LAYER TEN:

-- Number of people I could trust with my life: two.
-- Number of CDs that I own: i want more.
-- Number of piercings: 2 in each ear...and im gonna get another one...but no one will b able to see that one...
-- Number of tattoos: in 6 months i'll be able to get one. But i want alot. Youre gonna have to ask me in person.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: twice.
-- Number of scars on my body: you dont even want to know.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: I learned to think that things happen for a reason. Even though some things are just plain shitty.

dont believe me when i tell you

2004-02-06T03:19:43Z

**on behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
you are the god and the weight of her world**

-DEDICATION TO NIMA-
Nima, the guy who:
1. Knows all my secrets
2. Has never ever hurt me in ANY way
3. Wants to kick every guy's ass who comes within a 2 mile radius of me
4. Notices me flinch if he moves too quick near me-knows the reason-and understands its not his fault (even though it makes him sad)
4. Argues with me when we disagree (he knows i hate pushovers)
5. Loves me so much it hurts.
6. SO MANY MORE!! BUT THOSE ARE JUST FOR HIM :)
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Went job hunting for over 2 HOURS today! I might get a job though! woo. Its weird...all the guys that I talked to were soo nice and helpful. All the girls were like "What the hell do YOU want??" So when I get a job I just want everyone to know that Im gonna be such a nice girl to EVERYONE....really.

Nicholas is coming down all of saturday and saturday night. Im so excited. I've been craving him ALL week long. I need him so bad. :)

Part II

2004-02-05T01:39:33Z

...and gilbert. :)

Starry eyes and starry nights.

2004-02-03T01:14:57Z

This weekend was so perfect. Went up to Riverside with Paige and Ren and met up with my baby. :) We partied with Jordan's frat and had a blast like usual. Had another perfect night...(morning rather) with Nicholas. <3

Went home then Saturday evening i drove (BY MYSELF) to HB and hung out with Roya, Sarah, Jen, Emma, Jason, Dustin, Anais and KIMYA. I think this was definately one of the best trips up there. Its so amazing seeing all of us growing up. I love it.
That night me Kimya and Anais went to Kokomos and started walking towards the place until I realized I locked my keys in the car. Thankfully some guys that were parked next to us called AAA for me. While we were waiting for the AAA guy, some 30 year olds hit on us. I told them I wasnt into 30 year olds (okay so you all know that I AM, but I was so not in the mood...I freakin locked my keys in my car! rawr. dont hit on me when im bitter...) So we just drove around the rest of the night and had a blast seeing if we could get from Point A to Point B without stepping on the gas. hahaha.

We went to the mall on Sunday and we went into Things Remembered...O-M-G...There is this little metallic star box...and inside it had a little blue velvet bag and inside there were like 6 mini metal stars and they each had something different on it. Like Love, Dream, Wish...The only one they didnt have was Believe which is my second favorite next to Dream. (hey im a pisces) I fell in LOVE with it. It was $30 so I'll have to ask for it for my birthday or save up for it. It was so beautiful. I sit in class and imagine that if I had that box then my life would be sooo much better...hahaha. There was also a heart box...but I mean c'mon...a heart is so simple and ordinary. So not me. Still pretty. I want both now....

must.....have....boxes.....must kill kimya if she gets one before me.....

Anyways- I miss my baby. Hopefully I get to see him this weekend.

xox.

::new beginnings mean new broken hearted ends::

2004-01-28T06:17:24Z

New semester...which means im OFF probation! w00t. New classes are kinda sucky. The new people smell. Like Alyssa Leigh Hoyle...she sits in front of me in APUSH, and she just smells. So i think Im gonna switch outta that class. :)

Got out early for a dr's appt that didnt even go down. piece of crap office messed it up. So now it's Thursday. At 12. yay. Went to the mall...bought HOT jeans...wearing them for friday's party I think. :) And new shoes. THANK GOD. Saw Justin Ward working at the mall today and we talked for a while. He graduated from MC last year...like all the other cool kids.

I was rocking out to TBS in my car all day. it was rad. Mother Nature better help me out with washing my car tomorrow...its just awful. Ahh, marines came into our APus class today...haha, HOLY. SHIT. I saw them at the mall too...I think they were following me....ahem...Im such a sucker for a man in uniform...I already know my husband is a marine. yep :P

Best friends mean I pull the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve.

Ashton is slacking in the entry updates, eh? hehe.

wasting words on lower cases and CAPITALS...

2004-01-22T08:17:03Z

Its Theresa now. Lets thank the love of my life Ashton for a wonderful job on the previous entry. <3 [still thinking about that story for ya...]

Funny people make finals week easier:

invokekali: so its pretty much up to birdman if i pass or not.
mcwrestlerraul: tell him u r my friend, he'll pass u
invokekali: lol. okay.
invokekali: "hi. ryan cunningham's my friend" "WELL THEN YOU GET AN A +!"
mcwrestlerraul: thats how it'll happen
mcwrestlerraul: trust in the ryan

haha. oh i trust the ryan :)

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[Talking about me taking essays from essays.com]

thewiensie074985: theresa....that is academic fraud
thewiensie074985: you should do all your own work and take pride in who you are
thewiensie074985: the only person you are cheating is yourself, little miss i'm too good for homework

hahaha. punk.

ps. the cosby show is the best show ever.

HATE TO LOVE TO ME a static lullaby

2004-01-21T06:25:28Z

Hello my name is ASHTON i will be filing in for theresa today because she has been a live journal slacker... thats the official term... you would normally sound very dumb boasting about yourself in your own journal so since im not theresa i can do it for her and she wont sound conscieted! Did you know that Theresa has eyes more beautiful than the sea?.. that if the people who sell gems (i think they're called Gymnasts) could somehow harvest theresas eyeballs they would probably replace diamonds as a girls best friend... even though its guys who cant help falling in love with them....

ok well that is all i have for tonite keep checking back in for amazing facts about wonderful Theresa

man who is that ASTARA band everyone is talking about? they must be really good... i should download thir stuff off pure volume or kazaa... yeah thats a good idea......

i
am thinking its a sign
that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly alligned

and i
i have to speculate
that god himself did make
us into corresponding shapes
like puzzle pieces from the clay

true
it may seem like a stretch
but its thoughts like these that catch
my troubled head
when your away and i
am missing you to death

~<3~ ASHTON

"Tonguey"

2003-12-16T06:59:16Z

"Does he have a name?"
"I call him....Tonguey"
----Name that movie and you'll get a prize!----

Auto response from invokekali: my tongue is swollen...
is that weird??...

mcwrestlerraul: yes, it is

Princess AlyLy: its the pot
Princess AlyLy signed off at 10:33:29 PM.

roxyangel233: aw i hope your tongue gets better...

thewiensie074985: i do believe swollen tongues are very weird...be careful, don't let it get too big cuz then you might choke on it, and that would ruin my xmas break for sure
invokekali: haha. well i hope that doesnt happen. and dont let it ruin your xmas if it does, cause the last thing i would try and say would be " ::choke choke:: i love ryan and this wont ruin his xmas ::cough:: "
invokekali: :-)
thewiensie074985: hahaha
thewiensie074985: how about we don't choke anyways, just to be safe
thewiensie074985: safety first and all

haha. its nice to know that people care...

Love always,
Tý and Tonguey :)